Monday, March 30, 2009

17

Sitting at home. No one around. Thinking of whatever comes to my stream of though. Haven’t don’t that in a long time. This feeling, once a familiar one in adolescence seems so far away that I almost don’t know what to do with it. It’s like meeting an old friend after a long time; you stutter and can’t start the conversation.
Had a chance to step back and look at everything that went on the past 6 months, and can’t help but feel somewhat overwhelmed. I find that my brain is leaving my body and extra few minutes everyday; like a virus eating away from my conscious.
I miss candles, wine and reading weird books. Tonight I will listen to OK Computer. Reminds me of when I was 17. Perhaps in a similar state of mind.
ps:
a) growing a beard.
b) bought a drum set, learning drums

1 comment:

Moj said...

cool.. is it an electronic set or a real real one?
I suggest you to grow mustache a "koloft" mustache